i have the next 48 hours of my life free of seeing the inside of bass pro shops ( Read more... )

i call him brain. i play with his hair and after messing it up, damn it still looks good, asshole. i look in his blue eys and call him a fuckass. we get to mess around. get drunk and make out. if i do something stupid he tells me how retarded it was and all i want to do is jump him. everything is so relaxed.

dont fuck this up lindsay.

it's absolutley injust that i should be sick, when everything is going so right..

"i love you, but i dont feel so good"...not my choice of poetry.

hah. so the pope died, and then wait..noooo--he didnt die. oopsie! i put that down as me favorite april fools day joke ever ( Read more... )

so ive been hadcore depressed, dunno why ( Read more... )

maybe i just dont care anymore.

what a shame..there's so much left. oh well

Tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

oh my god. i have the flu. just kill me now ( Read more... )

alyssa's bifday was fun, hardcore. pictures to prove it, oh yes. the sex was good too ;)

( thats right, bitch )

ahhhh..i just got paid 5 min ago. i will live for another week.

i found an appt. $500 a month. or if i find a roomate, $700 a month $350 ea.

single and livin in the incorporated ciiiitay!