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Do people think you're happy?:: yes. i smile most of the time so.. there ya go! lol.
Are you happy?:: most of the time.
What band would you stand in line for 24 hours to see?:: ...none. lol.
If you were in a band, which role would you be? (ex. hot lead singer):: lead singer and lead guitar! oh yeah... multitasker! lol.
Who do you love most in the whole world?:: world? hm... i don't know. i don't think that i could put one of my loved ones above all of the others.... yep, that seems too hard, so i'm not gonna try. sorry. :).
What was your worst childhood experience?:: um... i don't know.
Would you ever consider prostitution as an occupation?:: nope.
Do you dance and sing at the top of your lungs when no one's around?:: sometimes i do it when people are around... i've done it with audrey in the room before. i do it when i feel like it.. sometimes. lol.
Do you like rainy days?:: yes and no.. it depends on what i'm doing that day.
You can trade another person's emotions for your own. Whose do you take?:: i'm finally figuring out how to deal with my own emotions.. and it's taken me 15 years! if i trade and get new ones.. then i'll have to spend another 15 years figuring them out. lol. i'm not trading with anyone!!
Name the stupidest person you know.:: ROTFL!! i don't really know him.. but whatever. i'm not telling.
What's your normal state of mind?:: i'm normally sane
What's your perfect date?:: dude.. i don't know. i don't care right now!
Two roads diverged in a yellow wood. Which do you take?:: i'd have to be looking at the roads to answer this question.
Are you stubborn?:: hecks yeah!
If you could relive one year of your life, which would it be?:: either march 2000-march 2001 so i could spend more time with gramps before he died.... or sept 2004-sept 2005 so i could spend more time with mema before she became a different person.
Are your friends your shield or do you need a shield against your
friends?:: lol. neither really... but more so the first.
Do you often let people down?:: you'd have to ask "people."
What makes your heart beat faster?:: love, fear, um... confusion (haha), embarassment. that's all that i can think of.
Have you ever felt invisible to those around you? If so, when?:: sometimes with my friends.. but it's okay. sometimes it's nice to be invisible.. you get to watch and observe.. you can really learn a lot by watching.
Are you a one night stand or serious relationship type person?:: the latter.
What was/is going to be your first waltz at your wedding?:: what? i don't get it. lol.
When it's not summer, what do you miss most about it?:: free time... 'cept i didn't have much this summer. lol.
Do you consider yourself patriotic?:: yes and no. i am, but not uberly so!
How much do you care about your family?:: a whole lot!
What is the one thing that you need to do to die happy?:: stay in His will til said time.
Do you consider yourself mainstream?:: NOES!!
What's the riskiest thing you've ever done?:: me? risky? um... um.. lol.
Do you go with the flow or do your own thing?:: depends on whether or not the flow is good or bad.... same for doing my own thing.
What is life's greatest mystery?:: Yahweh.... good mystery, though.
Who loves you?:: Yahweh, my family, my friends. :).
What was your favorite make-believe game as a kid?:: oh.. i liked my imaginary friends. good people. ;).
Do you often degrade people without knowing it?:: as of late....
Do you try your best at everything?:: no. lol.
What's your standard excuse for not doing something?:: "i don't wanna."
If it were you against the world, who would be on your side?:: i am against the world.... all Christians are on my side.
Name the most beautiful person you know.:: beauty is more than looks... i couldn't pick a most beautiful looking person, because i know a lot of beautiful women.. but when you add the other components of beauty in... hands down; esther.
Have you ever been to jail?:: nope
To court?:: nu uh.
What is one moment you wish you could have taken a picture of?:: my face when i was "ice skating"... i was horrified so i'm sure i looked funny! lol.
Have you ever taken clothes out of the lost and found and worn
them?:: nope.
What place holds the most memories for you?:: i don't know.
What are you waiting for?:: tomorrow night.
Do you wear makeup?:: nope.
What is the greatest and best song in the world?:: everything by lifehouse
What's the best trip you've ever been on?:: whoas.. i don't know.
Have you been suckerpunched?:: yes.
What do you think the earth will look like in 1000 years?:: i hope it will be new by then.... :)!
What kind of car do you own?:: none.
Who is your favorite band?:: lifehouse.
Who makes you happy to be around?:: lots of people... honestly, though, esther and eric more than most others.
What song is your 'anthem'?:: "average girl" and "clothes" by barlowgirl. "i can't do this" by plumb. "somewhere in between" by lifehouse.
What's your favorite video game?:: super smash brothers
What secret have you tried to hide but it got out anyway?:: when i liked a guy once... everyone, even him, found out.
Who's your celebrity crush?:: no one.
What do you do on rainy afternoons?:: whatever
If you were to die right now, what would you want your last
words to be?:: i don't know... something that benifited someone else.
What languages do you speak?:: english. lol.
Who/what is your everything?:: Yahweh
How many people have you turned down when they asked you
out?:: i've turned down everyone that's asked me out... i've been asked out once. i'll give you the story: i was out walking and this like 13 year old and maybe 15 year old were riding their bikes. they kind of hovered around where i was for a minute, then they disappeared.. then the thirteen year old came back and asked, for his friend, how old i was (i was 15.. this was about a year ago now)... then he left.. then he came back and asked if i wanted to go out with his friend..... i said no. yep.... :|. lol.
What is your reason for living?:: Yahweh
What are the bourgeoise?:: women belonging to the middle class.
How many ex's do you have?:: dude.... LOOK UP!
Have you ever taken back a gift you've given someone?:: i think so. lol.
Are you racist?:: nope. racism is about the stupidest thing EVA!
Are you a virgin?:: yep! :)!
How many times have you been so drunk you've passed out?:: 0.
What are you the best at?:: dunno.
What's your 'label'? (ex. punk, prep):: i don't do labels.
Do you believe in an afterlife?:: heck yes.
Do you swear?:: nah.....
How much?:: i use Christian cuss words, though... which aren't that much better..... but they are, a little bit. how much i use them, though? um.. that fluctuates.
What's the biggest lie you've ever told and got away with?:: um.. i don't know.
Have you ever had food poisoning?:: kinda sorta.
Do you believe in life in outer space?:: no.
What is the one thing that would make everything in your life fall
apart?:: nothing.... or something..... i don't know.
What's your worst habit?:: biting the inside of my mouth.
What takes your breath away?:: Yahweh... being hit in the stomach or on the back really hard.. falling, sometimes.
If you were famous, would you have a stage name?:: dunno.
Do you get into fights often?:: not so much anymore... and never really physical fights.
If you could kill anyone and get away with it, who would you kill?:: um.. i don't know.
Are you patient?:: yes and no.
Who is your soul mate?:: dude.. i don't know. i'm not even sure that i believe in soul mates.
If you could run away to somewhere, where would you run to?:: elsewhere.
Are you a good dancer?:: psh!
Who do you miss?:: if i'm not with you.. i prolly miss you! :)!
What fact of life would you rather not know about?:: a lot.
Do you like snakes?:: don't think so.
Would you let someone go if you knew it was best for them?:: hm.. maybe. lol. honestly, it might be best for me to let someone go now (so they say).. but i'm not gonna. they can leave if they wanna, i guess, but you'd better believe that i'm gonna give them a heckuva time about it!
Do you gossip?:: sometimes.
Do you like to party?:: depends on the party.
What religion are you?:: none.
Who do you wish would walk off the face of the earth?:: no.. that wouldn't be fun.
Who was your first best friend?:: paige
Are you still friends?:: nope.. she ditched me for amy. it's okay, though.. i had... um.. actually, no she was all i had that year. lol.