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OMG!!! I went to my Dad's. I am sooo mortified and relified at the same time. We went to Friendly's and I had the 12 scoop ice cream bowl. Disgusting I know. Sigh... I purged of course and did it fast because Dad would give me a hard time. I prob purged all, or most of it. Then we went to see Uncle Steve and he said you too thin, you need to eat,
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im glad you went to the dr and got something for your ear. did he say anything to you about your weight? i am really worried about you jess. i think you dad probably is too. it sounds like he is just trying to motivate you with the only thing he can still control about you, you know? i dont think it is purely to be mean and punish you...he just doesnt want you to die either sweetie, and he probably doesnt know what else to do. have you tried to talk to him about it? or the way he made you feel? it's just something "normal" people just cant understand easily if at all. it's just too foriegn to them. maybe he can even help you get help?? that would be good, yes? i know it's hard to think about, and very scary, but i know you dont want this to take everything from you babe. hang in here okay?? you CAN do this. im here for you...
much love and support,
xoxo
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