they fired Ted at work so i'm scheduled every day this week except for sunday. my job is not hard and i wouldn't mind it at all if i wasn't in school. school isn't hard either, i just have a lot of online assignments to take care of and i'm still working on switching life gears to accommodate homework. i haven't done homework since elementary ( Read more... )

i'm doing much better now. i am scheduled for a lot of shifts at pike's this week. and i have a lot of schoolwork to attend to. danny is coming to visit in just a few days and i'm very excited. my behavior this past saturday was less than exemplary. oh well. i'm proud of my behavior otherwise. i guess that's all i have to say right now.

it's like i never existed in his life and it's insulting and painful. he's been cruel and i don't deserve it. he has washed his hands of me. his name is tattooed on my arm and i'm a grade-A moron. he fooled me into believing that he was someone he is not. he's just a dickhead and an asshole and it will probably be a very long time before he ( Read more... )

i started school but i made schedule mistakes that i could not repair. i'm taking french and geography. emily is in my geography class, which is nice. i'm glad i live with tatia and robin. we went to winston salem the other night and it was whack as usual but we had a good time ( Read more... )

i haven't posted anything in awhile. i went on a cruise over christmas. it was very nice and relaxing. i did not make any "cruise friends" and i spent all my time with my family. i missed matt and rosie a lot while i was gone. i came home and i was happy to see everybody. new years was pleasant. it was the first time since i moved out of my ( Read more... )

5 days until the cruise! i'm excited. i'm starting to get my wintertime dry skin and mouth problems so hopefully the caribbean heat will fix it a lil bit ( Read more... )

1. What did you do in 2008 that you'd never done before ( Read more... )

my significant other has fallen quite ill. i have fallen quite drunk ( Read more... )

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it's December! i can't believe it. i'm leaving to go on a cruise in twenty days. i wish i could bring all of my friends with me. i can't. it will be a lot of fun, though. hangin' out with the fam. i probably can't afford to buy anyone nice christmas presents like i did last year. i'll put a lot of love in 'em to make up for it, though ( Read more... )