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[whathefudge]

I took pictures of myself in a bikini top and shorts to get a better idea of what I really look like...man, it's sooooo not what I want to look like.  I plan on losing about 25lbs by Xmas...which meeeaanns I'm gonna hafta go to the gym...blah.

We walked 3km for PAL...my bum muscles kill.  I'm so out of shape.

The fact that I'm PMSing and craving

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[biggz]

You're not just being anorexic are you? It's like I was just saying in modelsmom's journal. A little chub can look really good. I know several people that look BETTER with a little chub than they do without.

[whathefudge]

haha, no im not being anorexic, i love food too much to starve myself...i could stand to lose a little weight though...and yesterday i was having a 'fat day' and was all emotional for no reason...definitely a girl thing