hes at taco bell, im all alone.

[whathome17]

i talked to my therapist about being put on mood stabilizers.
she thinks its a good idea.
shes going to refer me to a psychiatrist to get evaluated.

maybe then i wont flip out all the time.

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[snowqueen18]

like valium?
are you sure about this?

[whathome17]

i figure it will either be a wonderful thing or a terrible thing. i think that i can still be myself without yelling at my friends and crying randomly. if, however, it turns my into a zombie, i'll stop taking them and deal with my outburts on my own.

it takes a lot of energy to sort out all of the emotional processes that are connected to my extreme mood swings and i figure not all of them have logical explanations. hopefully stabilizers will get rid of the ones that appear out of no where and leave me to sort out my triggers.