getting better.I still miss Casey and all his friends.I miss "the family".Despite their bad habits and unsafe living conditions,they really were great people.I love them all to death.But each day it gets easier and easier to cope with not seeing him for a longgg time.I still dont wanna think I'll never see him again,just that it'll be a ( Read more... )

more and more interested in zodiac signs.Lame I know,but Casey was (I suppose IS) very into them,and the more he told me about them,the more interested I became.So much that I have been looking at everyone's signs and seeing who acts what ways and whatnot.I know I shouldn't base a relationship off of horoscopes,but me being a Cancer and my current ( Read more... )

It really bugs me the way people look at me differently now.Yes I fucked up big time.No I am not a different person.Yes I am still a human being.In fact,my fucking up just goes to prove even MORE so that I'm human.I'm still the same Brianna you all used to know.I'm recovering from going down "the wrong path" but just cuz I temporarily got attached ( Read more... )

to the very fucking bottom.I have no further down to fall.Of course what comes up must come down.But when you're at the very bottom,is there ever coming back up?I've been gone from reality for far too long,yet now that I'm back,I'm ready to turn back around and run away for weeks on end again.As I've been told by David and a few others so many ( Read more... )

I cant believe it's already almost been a month since we broke up.Sometimes it feels like it was just yesterday,while other times it feels like it was an eternity ago.Sometimes I feel very content with what happened.Sometimes I miss you so much that all I can do is sit there and think about you and how much I regret ever letting myself lose you.I ( Read more... )

So I just wanted to let everyone (or maybe just myself?)know that I love Ryan so much.We fight SO much and make eachother SO mad,but at the end of the day,it doesn't even matter what we fought about,because we always end up back in eachother's arms.I mean it worries me sometimes that we fight so much,but when it's all over with I realize,who cares, ( Read more... )

so beautiful.I am in love with life right now.Me and my amazing boyfriend are not breaking up.In fact,far from it.And I dont care what Alley or anyone else says.If we want to make it together,we will.I am going to marry him,and I know that.Venice Beach the other day was just...wonderful.Each time I go there,it's like I fall in love all over again. ( Read more... )

maybe they are right.Maybe we are all wrong for eachother,but we find ourselves so wrapped up in it all we don't notice.Maybe we do notice and just pretend we don't,because we're scared of change.Maybe you should have broken up with me when you found out what a lying bitch I was.Maybe though,just maybe,all those people are wrong,and we'll get ( Read more... )

I thought it would be different with him.I'm starting to think it's me and not them.I must be a bitch =/.

Why is it that life cant let you constantly be happy?Why is it that just when things are going wonderful and beautiful in every way,something has to go wrong?I'm a relatively happy person,but life just SUCKS that way.Everything was going so perfect for me,and now it's like Hell Week,and I'm not even a football player.I am so stressed I dont even ( Read more... )