im never good enough
i probably never will be
for anyone
ive been told more than once that i dont fight for the things i love, or want, or care for
so i do
i fight
and i fight
day and night
and its still not good enough

this is where i should post some lucero lyrics or some fucking bullshit

i think my next tattoo is gonna be a sigil of baphomet on my ribs
it needs to hurt
prayers dont mean a thing to me

i just want life to get good
and for me to be happy

saturday was my twelfth straight day at work ( Read more... )

theoretically i could type out how fucked up my past week has been

but i wont bother

so empty inside

quit vans
got my bike back
front fender on bike flies off and nails me in the head
im okay
fender is not :(
got new job at hard rock in retail
oh and im sketchy as fuck.

the end.

i need a tattoo sesh really bad...

this is one of those obligatory "im not happy with my life and its not getting any better" posts

edit:
and its not like im doing anything about it in the mean time.

what a fucking crazy (but good) weekend.

theres so much i could write in this damn thing

on a sidenote im gonna write a book (no really i am).