ok so yeah, it has been a while since i have been my real cray self but i have had to many crazy things happening in real life for me to make sense of the craze in my head ( Read more... )

last night i saw shop girl, with Claire Danes (no i did not go to the movies with Claire, she was just in it. i still miss mysocalledlife) the perfect part of that movie was Jason Shwartzman who is a terrific actor and i would enjoy seeing him in more movies. best line is when he leaves Claire after their first date and mumbles under his breath "i ( Read more... )

i have a chronic headache, caused by being awake. it has to be cause by being awake because every time i am awake i have it. it is never ending ( Read more... )

i am wearing pink tights and a mini skirt today, which would normally make perfect sense, except i am at the office, and i wear suits most other days. when i was in college i wore things based on my mood which was a change from high school were i was forced to wear skirts and button down shirts for two years. now, i am forced once again to wear ( Read more... )

its funny, when you are writing a book you can say whatever the hell you want because you can almost guarantee, if it was published half the people you know wouldn't bother to read it and even if they did you probably would have moved so far on from them it wouldnt matter. But, when you are writing something in a public forum such as this, where ( Read more... )

there is a lady in my office who dresses like she is 16. she wears vests with fur trim and extensions in her hair. some days she wears silky tops and shoes that lace up her calves. she is about 55. this same woman checks people at the fax machine. literally pushes them out of the way to use the machine. she also, will push you out of the way if you ( Read more... )

i think i get annoyed when other people want me to act a certain way.i am who i am and it makes me feel bad when people try and get me to act or feel in ways i just dont. i can see myself in therapy years from now and it would go like this ( Read more... )

i need to be able to construct a sentence again without it feeling forced. i want to write out what is in my head but using a consistent stream of consciousness. none of this has been happening though. so i will say ( Read more... )

i wish i felt motivated to say something but lately everything feels to private for me to broadcast. i am writing things though and i think maybe they are beautiful. and art is beautiful not because it is art but because it is layers of emotion put on display ( Read more... )

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