this feeling inside will never go away...maybe i dont want it to go....

[whatislove21]

i read nate's entry of the suicide and got me thinking. i know a fair share of people who have died. my mom's best friends oldest son-killed himself, dads best friend's son- killed himself, kid in 6th grade dont remember his name- killed in car accident, watched grandfather die, a couple more of dads friends that i knew when i was little and my

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[woodencube]

It's a weird world. See, with the perspective you and I have, it's easier to see that, in truth, we have things pretty good. But if you are the person who something happens to, sometimes you lose that perspective, and you think you need a quick solution. Myself? I sleep, play guitar, talk, and box when I'm pissed. There are others who don't know of coping methids.

I'm not going to pretend I knew the guy terribly well, because I didn't. But I was still affected by it. I think, in a lot of respects, everyone was. Shit.

It's tough stuff, you know. I mean, there are some things in life, like this, that can't be justified. I mean, sure, you can say why he did it and all, but that's no reason. There never will be a reason, and I think that that, most of all, is one of the toughest things that us, as bystanders will have to face.

Take care of yourself.

-Nathan

[howdyflutterby]

*sigh* I wish people would see the world like that but some just convince themselves that they can't. That's what gets to me the most is the fact that they can do something about their sadness and they do have things that make them happy but they only think of the bad things and then give up. That's what suicide is...it's someone giving up on life and everyone around them. Pretty damn selfish thing to do in my opinion. It gets rid of their problems but just creates shit for everyone else lef behind.

[j_just_j]

im sorry about how you are feeling....and the kid that got killed when we were in 6th grade...his name was ryan corbin. he was in a couple of my classes.