This weekend has been so fucking crazy. so i got to elizabeths on friday around 10pm and im still here. I have had the greatest weekend. I dont even know what to say or how to begin so ill start from the begining. I got to E's house and she was having a house party and there was a bunch of people moving in and out of the house all night. but when i ( Read more... )

Maureen i miss you! why is your mom crazy?!?!?! Im sorry i didnt come over last night, but i still love you ( Read more... )

i got up at 8 am yesterday went to work with the biggest hangover...considering i didnt get get home and in bed till like 4 am. so i get to work supposed to get off at 5pm. but 2 people called off and there was no one else to work so i worked till 930pm. got home fed my turtles got in my pjs and got online...started talking to ben ( Read more... )

i cant handle boys. there too complacated. girls are easy to understand. maybe im just stupid. i cant handle waiting and thinking and wondering. i met jason on friday he came over to maureens dads house cuz he was out of town so we all partied there. it was fun. beidgette, dan, me, jason, maureen, sean, and jamie were all there and we played a ( Read more... )

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oh yea..hatebreed was awesome but when i got there terri called and we fought and then she called my mom and told her all this shit like the imature bitch that she is so now im fucked. but the concert was amazing when hatebreed was on but there was 7 other bands b4 them and only some of them were good. and we werent drunk half way through and them ( Read more... )

i love to be loved by u just u and nobody else but u. not really no one loves me. sometimes i get so jealous of bridgette and dan and heather and matt. they have someone in their lives that they love and that loves them back and even though im happy for them and i still am jelous...envious. maybe im just lonley. my heart is in pain latley and i ( Read more... )

i dunno whats wrong with me...im fucked up in the head. im not taking my medicine. i just forget and then i try to take it and i get all depressed b/c my brain is trying to balance my head out and then i forget again. so basicly im more messed up on my meds then when im not. i went and saw my therpist cher on tuseday. it went good. i didnt tell her ( Read more... )

new years eve was fun...went to an ant infested motel room with bridgette dan, matt and heather and jamie. we got drunk and high it was an ok time.
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what is this life that i lead? nothing ever seems to go right. my fucking car is shit and im paying out the ass for it. new years sucks. tonights gonna blow. i just wanna get laid. i dont want to go out drinking or hang out with my friends. i just want some sex. dam this life