Pretty sure I'm going to be giving away my cat. Anyone interested/know anyone who wants a cat ( Read more... )

some days, i don't feel like i know myself nor where i stand.

So ( Read more... )

MAGGIE, MERRILL, MINDY, JAIME ( Read more... )

Met him a year ago today. Ouch

So glad to be at my lakehouse.

Happy birthday, America!

i carved your name across my eyelids.
you pray for rain. i pray for blindness.

i wish he would just give me my things back. "soon" doesn't work for me. quit dragging it out.

Floods are caused by heavy rain and the melting of snow. Water in any form, including rain and snow, symbolizes emotions. Dreaming about being in a flood is an indication that the dreamer is currently experiencing powerful emotions that may be overwhelming. The flood in your dream could represent a very powerful, or even violent, emotionally ( Read more... )

i broke up with him. it's over.
i packed his things, dropped them off.
he was perfect about it. he held me in the street while i cried.
we're meeting tomorrow to talk about it, and how to make arrangements for him to pay me back,
to get his mattress, and so i can get my things.

I think the adequate way to describe my life lately is blessed. I'm just living at my new place, working, and spending time with good people. I had a housewarming party the other day and that was a lot of fun. I feel so privileged to have such good friends, a good group of girls, good people at work, etc. The post-party dt trip was not much of a ( Read more... )

i always hold what i feel inside. so today I tried to let it out. I yelled and threw my hands around and he thanked me for it. I don't know what difference it made. I'll find out soon.

What lines do I draw? How do I move from here? I dont know.