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no romance
for most girls, my valentine's day may have been great. however, i'm just not much into romance or valentine's day. it consisted of: a candle-lit jacuzzi bath, with a teddy bear and card sitting there for me when i was led into the room with my eyes closed. jon was totally sweet, but i told him that i never wish to celebrate valentine's day again. ( Read more... ) -
as time goes by
jon and i have been together 2 months now (plus a few days). things are still going great, i think. we're planning a trip to arizona around march 20th when we're both on spring break. i love him more than words can express, he's the best. we're perfect for each other and everyone that meets us knows it. this guy sean that we're friends with even ( Read more... ) -
sometimes angels fall
i've spent the past three days with jon, with exception of the few hours i was at work. i played the role of a "normal" person this weekend and my only partying consisted of sitting at some people's house drinking. simple, easy and laidback. it was almost nice to have a sunday that i don't feel completly drained from the things i did that weekend. ( Read more... ) -
aged tequila
i did acid friday night. it was the most amazing experience i have ever had. my friend kyle did it for the first time too, and we had a blast. we both walked around the party like we were lost little kids looking for our parents. just wow, i've never done anything that i enjoyed more than that. not even xtc is this great. i believe i have a new ( Read more... ) -
bent and broken
things are so stressful for me right now. my brother and i only have one car between the two of us, we're moving out of our place and into grandma's, i'm broke and i miss my doggy way too much to even express how much i miss that ugly fur ball. i suppose that's all i have to say. -
it all goes away
things are going well. for the most part. life, love, work, family.. it's all great. i have a job currently being a substitute at childcare centers around town. i am quitting that one and going to work at the YMCA childcare center and making 50 cents less but getting a free membership to the Y! and i will have a set schedule (930-5 mon-friday ( Read more... ) -
one month until forever
today is me and jon's one month anniversary. well, technically it's the third, but we decided that since we hadn't slept yet it was still the second ( Read more... ) -
i resolve to..
2005 was great. i would have to say the best year of my life. i've learned so much about myself, life, loss and gain, love, heartbreak and people. i'm fortunate enough to say that i've fallen in love twice this year and very much in love with both of them still. i've moved a thousand miles away from home and didn't know a single soul in kansas ( Read more... ) -
"L" bomb
last thursday, after jon and i getting into a spat over my relationship with r. and after a long talk with jon's best friend we decided that it was time that we both totally express how much we really feel for each other and we said the "L" word. and i meant it with every inch of my being. i don't know why i care for him as much as i do. i feel ( Read more... ) -
the flu
i never throw up. never. not even after drinking too much. but i woke up today and i puked for 2 hours straight. there was nothing in my stomach since i hadn't eaten in about 12 hours so i just dry heaved for two hours. i was crying because my stomach was just in one major cramp that i just wanted to double over in. and i did. i camped out on my ( Read more... )