I've been trying to choose to be a better person.  Mostly in trying not to dwell on other people's shitty attitudes.  I have a bad habit of stewing and seething about things that stress me.  This has been a very very hard thing to accomplish.  Mostly when something happens and I own up to my mistake, apologize for it, rectify the mistake to the ( Read more... )

a few things that stick in my craw ( Read more... )

yesterday I had on and off the right side of my face go crazy.  my eye would get red and itchy and my sinuses would swell up, then it would go away for a minute and then happen again.  I thought it was allergies ( Read more... )

I want to try making butter in my knockoff magic bullet blender ( Read more... )

I forgot, until I went to visit my aunt and Poppo, that my Granny died a year ago today.  I drove by the house on the off chance that one of them would be home because I hadnt visited in a while.  They just got back from the casino, or as they like to call it "The Club", where they celebrated Granny.  We didnt talk much about Granny.  But visited ( Read more... )

I dont watch scary movies because they scare me.  I dont like to be scared.  I wasnt expecting a bit of that panicky, scared feeling to creep up when watching "Seeking a Friend for the End of the World".  I expected it to be funnier.  I like that they realized they found each other in the end.  But it panicked me.  maybe because I lead a small ( Read more... )

I need to wax a little poetic about the fair.  The county fair.  I'm not much into the rides, but I do like walking the midway watching the rides and the people on them.  The grass trampled, the crunch of the gravel.  I still love to win a goldfish from the ping pong ball game.  I know most of the prizes are crap, but it's still a bit of a thrill ( Read more... )

since, lets say january because it's easy, I've been to the gym all of 3 times, including tonight.  but I have lost 10 lbs and I'm guessing about an inch around my waist.  I have a long way to go.  I dont want to be skinny, I just want to be comfortable.

I'm not sure if there's anyone out there who even reads this or who might remember (besides, you Dev!)  But I seem to remember someone at one point in time, archiving most if not all the original Firefly prospero/fox board.  And it was searchable?  I cant seem to find it anymore and not sure if it even existed or if it's a figment of my imagination ( Read more... )

Today I had a pleasant greeting by a pair of peeping and cheeping sparrows who landed on my driver's side mirror and hood in the parking lot at work.  They wanted my egg mcmuffin! lol ( Read more... )