....and this year has ended like shit because i'm shit

[when_im_dead]

Hello,My name is Lewis or Brandon(middle)(whatever works best for you i guess).hmmmmmmmmmmm i don't know where i'm going with this so i'll just get to what's been going on with me.Well what HASN'T been going on? I just know that everything that could possible go wrong,did.Yes i know everyone has hardships,but I seem to get it 96953695265......x

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[mindlessfaerie]

hey doll,

i know a lot of people are glad that your head didnt blow off from a bullet. i am, even tho i barely know you at all.

things are shitty for everyone lately, its weird.

and i know it probably means shit, but im sorry about dominick. its hard to deal with.

if you ever want to call me my number is 320.493.2299, just to say hi or somethin haha.

well, i hope your days start to get better.

<3

-iffi-

[when_im_dead]

Awww thank you hun. I actually have a pen and paper here so i wrote it down. i have to get my cell phone re-instated. i'm actually missing my stupid phone <3

[mindlessfaerie]

:) well i hope to get a call from you soon then!

[syntheticmisery]

Brandon, i know these things are tough.. but you can't take back what's already happened.. cheer up kid.. you don't need to be down.. its not good for you.. and damnit eat!! xP I'm sorry once again for what happened. <333

Emma and i will cheer your ass up no doubt haha. Your going to hate us when we visit you xP

xoxox <3

[when_im_dead]

hahah i could never hate you two. You two made me happy with the cam pic whoring.thanks for being there Frankie AND I AM EATING. my appetite is as good as it ever was<3

[syntheticmisery]

Good damnit.. i didn't wanna have to kick some brandon-ass xD <3

[artinfektion]

Yeah, I had a THOUGHT about my ex but it was nothing more than that. It was basically a "Hm, I wonder what so and so is up to." and that was that. I've missed you, but I've wanted to give you time to deal with all thats happened... =/ I care about you so much, I just dont know what I can say to make you feel any better. I just hope to talk to you soon because I've been in this limbo of being upset and trying to be happy- and not knowing how you are upsets me more than you can possibly know. I love you.

[when_im_dead]

I've been missing you too Jamie. I just thought you wouldn't want to talk to me anymore.i hope we can talk soon.I don't have my cell phone .I need to get service back in it:(

<333

[crazeespain]

sorry to hear all that...I know how you feel, I lost my best friend in July 2003 right one month after my grandfather died. He was like the father I never had and my best friend was more like a sister... she hung herself in her bedroom :( and yeah for a few days I couldnt stop drinking too =/ anyway there is not a reason for shooting your self or some shit like that, life goes on, its so hard for me even over a year later but I still go on...it will be hard for you too but time will make things a bit better. Nothing else I can say just that I know how you feel and well try to cheer up a little little bit k? I hope to see you on AIM one of these days

******HUG******

Re: <333

[when_im_dead]

don't worry .i'm a big boy babe and i know how to deal with death. if anyone i think i'm an expert in it. I just didn't know how to deal with DOMINICK'S DEATH.I'm also sorry for your losses hun<3 it really is hard.I also lost my grandfather who was more of a father than my asshole dad,ummm cousins,grandmothers,a baby brother,a gf,uncles.....hahahaha and many good friends. hahahahah i'm a loser babe. lol

[obnoxious_pants]

i don't know of anything i could say to make any part of you feel better but know that some random chick from LJ is glad you're still alive and she's here for you to talk to.

{hugs tight}

[when_im_dead]

awwwwwwwwww thankies hun ^_^

[obnoxious_pants]

anytime darling

^^