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[when_im_dead]

ok .I went to the doctor's to get my test results back.I'm still not feeling well and now i know why.HOnestly,I think it's all a load of bullshit,but I have no one to blame but myself.My visits to the doctor should have been more frequent over the past few years.I have an infection;a major one i guess.lmfao piece of shit urine test.I've been

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[butterflyski]

My darling Husband ;)

ull be fine, they clear it up with anti biotics or flush it, as sumone said in a comment to you as well, my mother had one, so don't stress and the odl girl is still going and she's 47.

I know ur freaked out n scared, it's always hard having someone tell you somethings wrong with u. u can get through it :) have faith. come on if u get rid of ur journal and off yaself and are all miserable wot am i gonna do for entertainment hmm? whom will i marry have have IVF babies with lol

If i can get through each day going through my chemotherapy and feeling sick n going to hospital on somdays, you can get through a kidney infection.

Doctors like to sacre, theysay kidney failure, pfft they will fix it, but dude stop drinking its bad. i used to drink so much and smoke till i had to give it all away.

Please for me just be a bit more positive :) if i can do it u so know u can

love u hun

Nicole

oxoxoxoxo

[when_im_dead]

Hey babe,

I've actually BEEN on antibiotics as stated in an earlier entry.It's done nothing.LMfao the dipfuck who posted before doesn't know what it is to comprehend.I think he confused everyone in here. I said failure.I'll be going under the knife.

[butterflyski]

aww hunnie

i just assumed it was an infection and u were just scared, im sorry

but operations arent that bnad ur asleep, ur totally spoilt after them and morphines sex :P i love that shit when i get it

i know its hard to say but be positive hunnie. please for me? i have to be positive while im sick and i dont do a great job, but i try so u have to do the same ok?

[artinfektion]

You'll be fine.
Doctors are evil. They like to make you think its some huge serious problem(which sometimes is) and make it sound worse than it really is. THEN, .... they fix it.
I know you'll be fine though, I do. Its all up to your body and all that, but mindset is another part of it. Definately try to stay positive, and dag nabbit, stop drinking so much- you've heard me say that before so....yeah.
Love You.
<3

[when_im_dead]

i have to go through an operation though.It's THAT bad.

[artinfektion]

huge serious problem(which sometimes is) and make it sound worse than it really is. THEN, .... they fix it.

this would be an instance where it "sometimes is."

I'm sorry...

I just went back to the doctor and they said I might have to get something done to the lining of my stomach because its so damaged from god only knows what. He says thats why everytime I eat I end up vomiting it back up, is because its too much for my stomach to handle. dhsjkfhksj.

[twystedpixie]

Brandon,

It's not a big deal, no worries. I've had one before. They suck, but they're easily cleared up, like strep throat or the flu. And don't delete from LJ, babydoll. If you still like writing in it, even if you don't do it much, write. If it helps you in any way, write. Fuck everyone else. We don't matter. It's your journal, not ours.

Love you.

[when_im_dead]

this one wil be cleared up right after i get sliced up.No one undertands the word "failure" in here. It's actually serious.I also got my tests back from the hospital.<3

[crazeespain]

dont fucking delete Brandon!! dkfndkgdg

and Happy New Years! :x

(wanna hang out in NYC or what? lol)

[when_im_dead]

thanx though it wasn't<3

[mindlessfaerie]

i hope that you dont go =/
i miss talkin to you yo.

and i hope that you feel better soon, im worried about you...

<3

[when_im_dead]

Haha i don't think i'll be dying. at least i hope not.i DO need an operation though.thank you iffi. I miss you too