just a recent update

[when_im_dead]

I don't know what to write about ,but i know i must say SOMETHING.I haven't been doing well(healthwise that is). I haven't eating like i should and need to be.I just keep dropping weight.I haven't HAD the urge to eat anything really. My buds think i'm anorexic.meh;i'm just not hungry.I'm now down to 126.A couple of days ago It got really bad.It's

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[obnoxious_pants]

[[huggles]]

[skritchin]

*smile* I'm so happy you like it. it fills me with grins that you do. If I can bare to part with it I'll give it to you ... or I'll give it to you someday.

and that whole ... locked feelings thing ...

yeah

all of it, terribly scary,
terribly confusing,
that strange feeling where you're leaning against a wall staring inside yourself and want to be ultimately yourself but perhaps you're not even familiar anymore with who you really are ... it's like getting to know yourself all over again.

the unknown ... *smile* I know exactly how you feel ... but I'm hopeful. I am happy in your company. And you are special to me. And above all things I am also your friend.

*pet pet* if you ever want to talk about anything, you know you won't be judged by me. I care for the well being of your mind and body. I wish you well. and I miss you but am happy that I know I'll see you soon.

::strokes your hair::

[artinfektion]

You know me, better than I know myself, and I think you know what I would say to this. I love you more than life and I'll always be here. Always.
♣me

[milli]

You remind me of someone else on my friends list. I actually checked twice to see if you actually were him. He died of a heroin overdose last year. But it looks like there is a difference between you and him. That's really good to hear.

Pleased to meet you, I'm Nadja.

[dirty_fiend]

hun, if i knew what to tell you to make you feel better...i would. i don't even have a job right now, besides taking care of my daughter, so it's not my place to tell you what to do. i'm still packing on the pounds after having a baby 5 months ago. i have no idea what your situation is like but i just want to let you know that if you ever need to talk, i'm here. =) i hope that you get everything worked out.

have you ever thought about going to see a doctor about depression? i need to do the same. or maybe just talking about you being so over stressed. that could definately cause the undereating.

well, i've been no help at all but i had to comment to show you that i care. even though we don't know eachother that well.

i hope you feel better soon and keep up the hard work. not many people take the responsibility of paying off their debt. they usually just file bankruptcy.

anyways, good luck and i hope you start packing on the pounds again. =)

<3
ciera