Congrats on the 1year :) I'm so proud of youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu. I'm also happy you're taking care of yourself! It was hard at first but I understand. I still love you more than anyone, but I'm just happy you're happy now :) lol I mean, if in the future you said you wanted me, I wouldn't say no(that would be retarded.) Just know I'm okay, and I'm glad you're doing better. <3333333
Thank you. You are actually the first to say congrats to me so you get a big e-hug<33333333
as for the taking care of myself,i don't really know how good a job i'm doing.i just today put one job on hold.now for the eating.I just only eat when i hang out with laramie.when i'm alone i really don't eat much,but i AM eating a little more now that my mother feels the need to feed me.it's retarded.I know it was hard babe.I love you and thank you for just being you.I'm glad you are ok Jamie*hugs
You'll do fine :) You're not a dumb man, you'll make sure you're okay. <3 I'll always care about you. Your health. Everything. And you can still talk to me, if you even need to ;p
Thank you Jamie . I care about your health too and i hope you are eating damnit! *shakes fist. i saw the picture of the coffee which you recently posted on myspace and i kinda had visions of you and just THAT. coffee all day and no food. tis a sad thought.<33333333333333333333333333
good to see an update from you and to know that you are doing well <3
i know what you mean about not eating/anorexia. i have been in that rut for close to a year. having my boyfriend move in with me has really helped. he makes me eat too :) but being loved really does help. it takes your mind off of your self image problems. i have put 5lbs back on, and it took awhile to adjust, because i like the elation of not eating, but he wants me to have curves, so i am adjusting pretty well, and trying my hardest to eat healthy so i don't worry him.
congrats on being clean!! fuck, i wish i could say the same. i am proud of you. that is HARD HARD HARD. seriously, great job :) i hope everything continues to get better for you dear. <3 brooke
awwww *wishes to hug youwhen_im_deadJune 9 2005, 21:18:53 UTC
Thank you Brooke. That one really meant a lot to me and hit everything i've been going through.Yeah i'm anorexic,but working on it.It's getting better,but not in a way ,but overall yes lol.I really hope all works out for you. You are too kind of a person and beautiful to be dealing with this problem we both share.Your bf is a great guy.Give him a big fat kiss for me and then say it's from a man.lol joking.Thanks on the pat on the back. it's hard to resist and i won't lie at times i feel like i need to,but i really don't anymore.it can go to hell.it's still new if i really think about it.the bad outweighs the good lol.10yr on drugs> 1 yr clean.lol it's good though<3333333 thank you thank you thank you
awwww thank you hun<333333 haha i still need to go out and buy myself a milkshake. i'm lazy though. i've been here for a little while now and i still need to redye the red in my hair. why am i so fucking lazy today lol.i feel like i should have bitches do shit for me today lol. haha that will never happen,but the thought is cool lol
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I'm also happy you're taking care of yourself!
It was hard at first but I understand. I still love you more than anyone, but I'm just happy you're happy now :) lol I mean, if in the future you said you wanted me, I wouldn't say no(that would be retarded.) Just know I'm okay, and I'm glad you're doing better. <3333333
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as for the taking care of myself,i don't really know how good a job i'm doing.i just today put one job on hold.now for the eating.I just only eat when i hang out with laramie.when i'm alone i really don't eat much,but i AM eating a little more now that my mother feels the need to feed me.it's retarded.I know it was hard babe.I love you and thank you for just being you.I'm glad you are ok Jamie*hugs
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i know what you mean about not eating/anorexia. i have been in that rut for close to a year. having my boyfriend move in with me has really helped. he makes me eat too :) but being loved really does help. it takes your mind off of your self image problems. i have put 5lbs back on, and it took awhile to adjust, because i like the elation of not eating, but he wants me to have curves, so i am adjusting pretty well, and trying my hardest to eat healthy so i don't worry him.
congrats on being clean!! fuck, i wish i could say the same. i am proud of you. that is HARD HARD HARD. seriously, great job :) i hope everything continues to get better for you dear.
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it amazed me as to how many similar problems we have.
i feel as though your writing is mine sometimes.
we are both fabulous-things will never completely go away, but one day our wounded wrists will be scar tissue wrists.
take care of yourself, and if you are ever need, i am here <3
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