I get really bummed when people I love move. This has happened way too many times for it to be just a normal occurance. I think I have the "best friend haunts". What i mean is, once I truely become best friends with someone...they eventually will move. its just a matter of time and circumstances. I need girl scout cookies and a good book.
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I really hate technology. It takes too long and it never seems to work out for me. ever.
Arran...where are you? how are you? what have you been up to?
Annie...i hope you are feeling better.
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i got my twisty earing stuck on the tennis racket today. I like laughing and being with my friends. even if i do feel like i am being burried in polite conversation.

I feel distant, detached, and removed. I'm lonely. I've always been surrounded by people who love me unconditionally. Now, I feel like those people, that safety net, is missing. I don't have a place, a niche, a room for that matter right now and i'm lost. A little girl in a sea of people and she hardly recognizes anyone.

i feel removed and bogged down. Like, i'm directing traffic and people are just going crazy and I can't keep up. I'm tired of saying the same thing over and over again and having no one listen/care. I have so many ambitions and I want to accomplish and experience so many things i just find myself feeling disapointed in people who don't seem to care ( Read more... )

i am totally 19 in 14 minutes ( Read more... )

THIS MESSAGE IS FOR ARRAN PURDIE:

DID YOU DIE!? FALL OFF THE FACE OF THE EARTH? WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU? WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU!?????

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ps. i don't wanna spend my life savings sending your christmas/birthday presents if you are dead...so let me know<333

I think the college atmosphere is having weird effects on me. I am so used to having a people running around and talking to me that when I am by myself i don't know what to do. Hanna is usually here, and when shes not is bizzar. Like, I don't think that shes not here. As if she were only in the shower or going to be right back. we've become like ( Read more... )

i shouldn't be allowed to be unsupervised and drunk at the same time. I always end up doing someting stupid and fucking things up. damn it.

i ingested too much second hand smoke last night. To the point that my tongue was tingling. The show wasn't worth $12. I hope the party tonight is alright. I just want to get crunk and hanve fun. I'm afriad it might get a little out of control. Adam said that if we were intrested in trying extacy...it would be there. So, i don't really know whats ( Read more... )