the awful truth of loving.

[whengingersnaps]

my shirt is buttoned 
up to the last three hooks
my mother complains about this,
she thinks that two is best.

it's an odd thing,
to walk and actually feel the tendons and sinews
contract and collapse.
composing themselves 
and decomposing themselves.

i enjoy the destruction
almost as much as the assembling.

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[finetuning]

most days i am scared that i love the destruction more than the assembling.