well -

i guess i am back

and the saddest thing about this is
that it will just keep happening
over and over and over.

the faces may change
the lengths of time may vary
but it will always be him.

over and over and over.

and i cant stop reading bukowski.

do you ever get over,

or do you just forget.

i feel the weight of it now.
i am the fucking great wall, man.

the fucking great wall.

i had my old life back for a day.
but what is an old life, when your not even the same person.
but i dont think my heart has aged
with the rest of me.

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i see you
and it's as if a day has not gone by.
and i never left,

i don't think that's a good thing.

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our love was the legs i walked upon.
but people can live without limbs.

i'll just learn to crawl.

[i feel you moving closer]