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Jun 04, 2005 13:37

the expectations that are held for me are so innacurate. but right on point at the same time. i know what im capable of, and what im not. i break my own fucking heart. im so tired of letting the people that care about me down. i understand why i dont get second chances. ha. ive already had second chances.. 3rd chances.. 4th.. shit the list goes on ( Read more... )

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whaaaat mygrassyknoll June 4 2005, 19:38:50 UTC
woooow!!! what the hell are u talking about? very impressive writing you little wanker. your purpose can be to write...shit! okay but really...you're an awesome person, you have character, and sure...we can all be a little fallible, we're humans eh?? everybody should be able to understand where ur comin from because everyone has been a fuck up at some point. at least i certainly do. but...believe in the purpose...you always have yourself, at least. that's not something a bright, loving, SMART gal like yourself succumbs to....depression and self-doubt and all that nonsense. fuck your past. we could all dwell forever in "what once was"....or dying in a rotting pile of turds might be better. people DO change if people ALLOW themselves to change. if you convince yourself you're the person people may say you are...then everyone's given up on you dude. dont give up on yourself...that's the last one to push away from, or to be disgusted with. just accept yourself for whoever you are. acceptance then should follow. but honestly, commendable ( ... )

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WHOA NELLY!! tinaweena29 June 6 2005, 12:41:24 UTC
#1 you are not as you say you are. you are a great person. you have changed a lot since i've known you (even though i've never "officially" met you) i can tell how much you have changed. everytime i've needed some good advice you've always been there to give it to me. you've never done anything wrong to me. you will fall in love and be happier than ever, you don't fuck everything up. no one that i know is 100% happy w/themselves. everyone i know wants to change at least 1 thing about them, myself included. and as for your past...everyone has one, a lot of people would like to change it...but we can't. it's what's made you who you are today. i would love to change a lot of things about my past, but if i did, i wouldn't be strong like i am for all the shit i've been through. and i'm sure you could say the same. ok, well i think that's enough for now. cheer up deary!! i know what will make you feel better...AN OCTOPUS!!!! =O) <3 ya bunches!!

p.s. there isn't a #2 or 3 or 4...lol sorry!

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