searching. im always searching. gotten keep going. i need something to occupy my mind. ive convinced myself that im dying. its not that hard to imagine when you really think about it. im dying. huh. my hearts racing but i feel pretty damn numb. im on the point of frantic. my thoughts are so fucking incomplete that i cant even understand ( Read more... )

cut short to open the door. and turn out the lights ( Read more... )

when you were gone ( Read more... )

you probably think this is about you ( Read more... )

your friends are funny with their i dont want to fuck you, i just want to touch you for awhile motives. were immature. we tally up our scores. keep track of our conquests. im such a boy. mark down three for me. beat that. oh id handle that for sure. im not a slut. and no i havent been around. but you should still lock me up. cause i have eyes that ( Read more... )

this world keeps growing around me and sometimes i fear that it will swallow me whole. sometimes i feel so outta the loop that i dont think that ill ever fit back in. but its alright. i dont really mind. i dont give a shit about anything anymore. words mean nothing, promises are a bore. and all i want to do is see her tonight ( Read more... )

i feel quite odd today. maybe ive been isolating myself a bit too much lately, or maybe i crave it even more. most of the time i cant even figure myself out, let alone anyone around me. this bothers me and saddens me greatly ( Read more... )

ive been really up and down lately. im sorry. ive been feeling a bit held down lately. but i dont ever want you to get off of me. i like looking up and seeing you there. i like the weight of your body on top of me. i like the feel of your skin. and listening to you breath. you make me never want to leave. i probably should though. to go outside ( Read more... )

elliot smith please sing to me. im looking for some words of wisdom. a bit of good advise would be great please. i cant stop thinking. i cant stop thinking. elliot smith im loosing all feeling. elliot smith i think that im suffocating. what do you think of that? your words are making me depressed. so i turn the volumn up. is it true that ( Read more... )

i know that she doesnt fully believe the honesty of my words. maybe i should stop saying them. and i know that she searches for doubt in my eyes when i look at her. maybe i should avoid looking at you. its like shes constantly searching to find something wrong. im sorry that your probably right, that someday ill hurt you. but someday is not ( Read more... )