it really doesn't ever go away.

it gets a little better, but it doesn't go away.

"i miss you already!"
"i'm getting married"

OK UNIVERSE

STOP SCREWING WITH ME!

 Desperado, why don't you come to your senses?
You been out ridin' fences for so long now.
Oh, you're a hard one,
But I know that you've got your reasons.
These things that are pleasin' you,
Can hurt you somehow.

Don't you draw the queen of diamonds, boy,
She'll beat you if she's able.
Know the queen of hearts is always your best bet.
Now it seems to me ( Read more... )

i watched p.s. i love you tonight with laura ( Read more... )

i don't want to get ahead of myself here.

but i'm going to salt lake today.
so i'm in a way gooooooooooooooooooooooooooood mood.
therefore i'm feeling very much excited about other things too

:D

Well you shouldn't doctor yourself
Well I pictured somebody else
Someone who looks like what I look like
Would you say that the one of your dreams
Got in you and ripped out the seams
That's what I'd say
That's what I'd say

He was a sucker for your double dose
Mother fucker turned white as a ghost
Don't you say hi
Don't you say hi

With your broken sink for a ( Read more... )

i have decided that i completely hate my life as of today.
i miss kayla. therefore i am going to kill myself
seeing as life completely blows now.
seriously. i officially have like one friend.
the only boy i'm interested in lives about six billion miles away.
that's not true. i am intrested in someone else, but get real.
i'm going to work at subway again ( Read more... )

I'm missing you so much, I'll see you die tonight
Just so I can get to you before the sun will rise
I know the signs are on and I feel this too
None of that ever seems to matter when I'm holding you

And I'm wasting away, away from you

What have I gotten into this time around
I know that I had sworn I'd never trust anyone again but I didn't have to

You had ( Read more... )

so. kayla has a crush on the following people:
some zack kid she denies knowing.
sooo that's super sketchy.
andrew perez. fag hag. fell in love with him.
desperate pathetic. 
then there's derek.
still got a little crushy poo.

then there's me.
who can't even get someone to reply to a frickin message.
what the hell is wrong with me?
and i could be doing it ( Read more... )

 also i would still totally marry andrew mcmahon.

like yellow does on blue.