it felt sooo good ( Read more... )

the most frustrating part about all of this,
is that it is one hundred percent my fault.

but i cant help but feel fucking shafted
and left out.

its childish, i know, and i'm sure i'll get over it
but right now i feel like i lost all my best friends in one fell swoop.
and that feels fucking awful.

alright, i'll admit it, i'm stressed ( Read more... )

when I was 12 I met my first real best friend, mike lopresti ( Read more... )

i have to be out of this house today.
holy shit. today.

loving life is sweet.
pretty centered and unphased in general.
excited for camp. feeling great.
moving in LESS THAN TWO WEEKS!
starting my "real life" is really nerve racking,
but i realize that patience is crucial.
come to my yard sale next sunday, cause that will be fun.

um... yeah...
slow day at the shop...

lately ive been reminded that i dont really have best friends,
i have 6 or 7 brothers and a sister or two.
my love for these people is unwavering

lately ive felt so much closer to a handful of individuals
with whom i was friends with before

and lately, ive been at peace with the rest of the world

and thats whats up.

fuck.
i guess i had it coming.
it had to happen sooner or later.

eh. drink up old boy.

i am so fucking heated right now.
and so fucking embarassed by someone else's actions.
i'm really sorry, that was so fucking stupid and out of line.

the dude abides