am i wrong to hate people... to hold grudges... to want to beat the fuck out of certain people?.... am i wrong to want to cut..... am i wrong for wanting to fucking end my life....
ive written another poem.. it describes how troublesome this world is... how troublesome life is.. at least its how i feel this pitiful world should end
how many of u guys are gona do it? im gonna try and see if i can convince my mom to let me drink water and eat vitamin supplements for 1 week.. ez right... apparently its a marine punishment.. maybe i could use it on my UN... but it causes ulcers amazingly enough.. i doubt 1 week is long enough though
i was looking in the bathroom mirror today while i was brushing my teeth and there it was... 5 white hairs!... well... those were the only ones i could see... T_T im soooo old... maybe im 80 xD