so ive spent the entire day doing history. well not the entire day ive been floating around but pretty much ive been sitting in this chair writing a paper and writing up flash cards to study in the morning. theres just so much to know and im not sure i know any of it, i couldnt even tell the difference between ww1 and ww2 yea i know im bad but i ( Read more... )

hmmm well....school is bothering me. i got an 84 on my crj test and a b- on the paper....which means 1/3 of my grade is borderline b, b- thats not going to keep my scholorship at a high amount. school has me stressing so badly and its retarted because i know everything will work out okay like it always does so i should stop stressing. tomorrow i ( Read more... )

hm so i guess ill start by updating about the weekend ( Read more... )

wow its been over 2 months being single and its had its ups and downs. right now is a down. the weather is definitly not helping, hopefully when it gets warmer things will get better....well see. ill update about this weekend later or tomorrow

im so proud i wrote my philosophy paper last nite and it barely took me an hour to write 5 and a half pages. im a good bullshitter. i had a criminology test today it was pretty easy but his tests are always weird so i dont know how i did ( Read more... )

hm, i was looking at lyrics before and the site had a top 5 so i was bored and clicked on them and as bad as this chica is..these lyrics say something. oh well ( Read more... )

WRV Greg: nah this is how it works look at yourself wonder why you have no friends really left and think about what i told you. i'm not an asshole say it all you want i have enough people i know and who care about me to back me up on that one that your opinion however warped doesn't effect how i feel about myself. i'm not going to conform into some ( Read more... )

so today i went to work....john wanted me to stay until 6 so he could leave at 530 like i was supposed to and i said i would so he bought me lunch. haha free food is always good. but yea work was really annoying people were pissing me off and they were especially sloppy today i didnt leave until 7 which is strange for a sunday but anyway. this week ( Read more... )

Friday:Worked until around 445, then went and picked up Erin and headed to the show. we got there early because i was told the show was at 6 and not 7 but thats okay. it was weird at the show we were getting the stare down i guess we didnt look scene enough who knows. the bands were good. there were these band sluts there who were hitting on every ( Read more... )

lately ive just been feeling really upset and alone and its really bothering me. i try to go out and have fun but even when i do its just im not all there i want this to go away i want to be able to be with someone and find someone that i can spend my time with but its not going to happen im starting to think im going to be alone forever