we drive tonight ( Read more... )

I hope you choke on every word you spoke when you were screaming at me.
And realize how many times I've tried, but that's wishful thinking.
All I want is an apology for what you did and how you treated me.
Get me far away, or at least as far as this car will take me.

I'm holding out and I'm holding on to every letter and every grudge ( Read more... )

ok so i need some help changing my pic, i dont know how to make a mini one to fit there but this one needs to be deleted...i wonder why. I'm feeling so much better today then i was yesterday, a lot of pain has been lifted from my heart or shoulders or whatever. I realized that ever since i got back from Vermont my relationship has basically been a ( Read more... )

hmm yea i definitly havent used this thing since i got home from vermont. it was just a place to put my misery haha but yea i think im going to start writing in this thing again..mabye later

haha its been like 3 months since i updated this thing and i dont even know what to write. drama drama drama is all that ever happens but its okay, ill start updating again soon

yea so i barely update this thing anymore. i dont even know whats happened since i last updated. things have been on my mind, alot of things. i made some cool new friends, justin is the coolest and his friends are fun too, and its cool that colin and kelly dont like to talk to me anymore, gotta love that. but me and adam have started hanging out a ( Read more... )

oh man....so much shits been going down. i keep trying to update but this computer doesnt let me do it but whatever, ill try again. things have been so confusing i dont know what i want with this whole adam situation ive been so confused ever since ive been home. i dont even want to talk about it...or type about it. no one calls me like colin or ( Read more... )

i dont remember when i updated last i cant even figure out by reading it but the past few days have been so much fun. i dont remember even what days i did whta but i know that i hung w/ benn at like 1 in the morning and watched some japanamation movie and it was really bad but anyway, one of the days i hung out with dann, and then i also hung out ( Read more... )

lala. the show was funny, not many peple showed up and practically everyone who was there including most of the bands left right before lyndsay diaries went on which bothered me but whatever, it was a really great show it would have been better if there were more people there but i got to sit on my ass and be lazy so it was cool. but anyway, i got ( Read more... )