this may take awhile...

me not posting=me being sketchy.
bottom line.
but at least i'm honest(yes, italicized) enough to admit it.

...whatever...let's see ( Read more... )

i went crazy and cut a lot of my hair off last night ( Read more... )

at the moment, life is not very bright.

i am sad.
i am tired.
goodnight.

Past ( Read more... )

yeah... i don't know. life is crazy and boring all at once.

these are the new, but not-so-exciting recent events of my life:
i saw garden state and really liked it ( Read more... )

my world is a bit brighter.i've my own space again and breath is returning. classes are good. i study all the time.
drastic change in schedule. actually sleeping by midnight and waking at seven. everyday.

i'm getting a car soon. luke and my moped will be here this weekend.

birthday has come and gone. so much for it being discreet. (thanks again ( Read more... )

move in sucked.
my, NO, our room sucks.
all 62 stairs suck.
me being sore all over sucks.
luke not being here sucks.

everything right now sucks.
and i have to tinkle.
plus i have gas.
as usual.

that's all.

me? i am confused as ever. my usual state, you might say. to stay... to leave... to deal... to run...

the constant question lately: what am i doing here?

I've tried so hard my dear to show ( Read more... )

quiet days. late nights. seems to be the trend.

went to a certain john stallin's birthday party last night. as parties/ large crowds make me highly nervous, luke-- being my savior-- came too. we left early-ish. surprise. party drama some people can just handle. personally, i find it suffocating. it makes me tense and even more nervous. even if i' ( Read more... )

the sky is sobbing and it's so pretty. all this rain makes me smile.

waiting on lucas at the moment. a full day of taking my injured bike in, job searching (maybe? possible rain check on that...), and fixing pictures. oh, the exciting lives we lead ( Read more... )