still on strike . . .

and for what . . .

nothing . . .

bum out . . .

note to self: breathe and repeat . . .

and i wish that i didnt ( Read more... )

and sometimes i forget why i do this to myself ( Read more... )

im at a loss for words . . . i just dont think i want to speak ever again . . . no ones listening . . . im the only ear turned and its no coincidence that im still the one talking ( Read more... )

i am so unbelievably tired . . .

i only want a few things in life right now . . . two of which include food and good long sleep . . .

i doubt ill get either . . .

guess its time to settle for a smoky treat and more work . . .

over and worn the fuck out . . .

. . . "safe" . . .

i feel like shit . . .

im convinced i have a hematoma in my heart . . . i mean theres no reallllllllllll bruising . . . but you know, it always hurts . . . i lack the capacity to feel these days. . . i mean - anything . . . i dont feel anything . . . nothing is what i feel . . . all the time . . . all day every day ( Read more... )

Oh it's so funny to be seeing you after so long, girl ( Read more... )

LJ Friends Meme by coolerq
• You must tell 7 people about this game.
• #3??? is the one that you love.
• #7??? is one you like but can't work out.
• You care most about nikki.
• kenny is the one who knows you very well.
• ari is your lucky star.
• tomorrow tomorrow is the song that matches with #3.
• alison is the song for #7.
• three cigarettes is the song that ( Read more... )

i am not my triple grande six pump toffee nut with soy no whip no foam 150 degree latte . . .