ive tried to mend the bridge i dont really think i burnt . . . but that doesnt matter now . . . the fact is . . . it seems as though i pick off my friends like an eight year old with a bb gun . . . no, i dont really care . . . but then again - dont you just ever miss the company ( Read more... )

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*to you, im sorry you had to read this and were upset . . . im sorry i helped ruin things for you . . . im sorry that things ended badly not once but twice and then thrice again . . . im sorry i remained a vice for three years and it took a toll on you . . . i didnt mean for it to be that way . . . and i wasnt specifically trying to ruin you . . . ( Read more... )

number one ( Read more... )

Q : so are you in love with me yet ( Read more... )

once upon a time i was ted bundy . . . perhaps ive changed my mo . . .


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. . . "l'amour faite passer les temps et les temps faite passer l'amour" . . .

. . . "love makes time pass and time makes love pass" . . .

man . . .

i suppose if you expect the worst and then it doesnt quite happen . . . then its not so terrible . . .

i feel so much more relieved . . . lets hope it turns out . . . the way it should . . . or else ill be sad for fei . . .

well seeeeee . . .

over and out . . . <3 <3 <3 ( Read more... )

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