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[where__is_waldo]

seriously. when will it stop? when will all of this stop? im so sick of people being selfish, mean, and disrespectful. im sick of trying to make everyone happy. my family, and my friends. im sick of being critisized for EVERYTHING i do. JUST LEAVE ME ALONE. i have enough problems to deal with and i dont want to deal with it anymore

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[yeahteets]

im just thinking about int he scheme of life. i dont want to look back ever and say i stopped being friends with genna because of a bunch of reasons. no matter what is going on with everything. i want you to know that this will all pass and i really do love you. and i am pretty sure you love me. and i think that is why we are freaking out at each other. because we are both worried about eachother. for different reasons. and its not even about us. its about eveyrthign else we are dealing with. and thats what we do. we cant control our situations so we started bitching at eachother tonight. and you know im sorry for going insane. im on my period. and well just highly medicated. which that is no excuse. (even though i really do get crazy) but okay. anyway. i know you are dealing with problems with charlie. and i am. and we both arnt confronting him. and we are talking to eahcother about it and its like really dumb. so i want to let you know. no matter what happens. i will always be here for you. i am not changing. i am not different. i

[where__is_waldo]

im not mad at you jen. none of this entry was about you or charlie.

its about so many other things. and i dont want to have to ever say i stopped being friends with you because you have been my friend my whole life and i think things would be different in so many ways if that happened. people go through things like this. we have to go through struggles and overcome them. thats the way life is. and this will soon pass. i know that. i dont like that i worry about you so much and im sorry for overreacting. i just care SO MUCH about you. i guess i just hate how i feel like everyone is changing. i hate the changes that are happening in my life too so it just makes everything harder. i need to have a good friend around when i have my mental breakdowns at school (because they happen a lot haha) and i dont want to push you away or not be your friend anymore. i dont ever want that to happen. i love you too. we can work this out. im not worried about it and you shouldnt be either.

[heartbeat_drop]

oh genna...i'm so sorry. i know everyone tends to just think "oh we can go to genna's house" and never actually think to make sure its okay with you or thank you or anything. i hope i don't seem ungrateful ever, because i am. i'm sorry for all this :-(