there comes a time you'll see
you maybe livin in me
as do i help you breathe
noone will help from saving me
and if i live or die
i can say i will always try
you may of been a stupid fuck
but now ur just fuck

i lie in bed
shot in the head
bullets of pain
just no pain
you lie in bed
blood in head
now ur dead
ur fuckin dead

hey guys..it's been a while i think..well first off..my band is doing great..we are still working with craigy and hopin it goes well..my promotions first show is coming up..hope the "important" people come.. me and \derek are starting a techno band..katie green" dilmmna still sucks" hahaha..laugh at the monkey face.. yes..also..this is too the ( Read more... )

in school..so..i wonder who is that need for some attention to hang up a picture of me on the wall and try to make it as a joke..well who cares..we still look at her picture in band practice and say..pat made a bad mistake..maybe some people should just rott away..yea but o well..atleast we're still better than dilmmna..go ask the polls.. yes..well ( Read more... )

my car is a piece of shit..i need foundred fuckin dollars to get it fix and i only have 190 so now for two more weeks..driving with the squeaks

The Moon, she hangs like a cruel portrait
soft winds whisper the bidding of trees
as this tragedy starts with a shattered glass heart
and the Midnightmare trampling of dreams
But on, no tears please
Fear and pain may accompany Death
But it is desire that shepherds it's certainty
as We shall see

yes.. i'm bad..my attitude is gonna destroy the guttersmuts and i'm such a dickhead.. man.. i wanna just like cry so much cause my feelings hurt from those comments..i'm in such a crappy dilmmna..yea right..o well..i don't have too friends..and the might rather not have me in the band o well..they're not gonna affect me.. let's see..i have a girl ( Read more... )

get off the guttersmuts nuts..stop makin people hates us.. leave our name out ur mouth,..stop braggin like ur in the band..stop playin our songs

to reinform my last postg..i just don't like dilemmna style of music,,they might be talented but not my cup of tea..so sorry..got a problem with that..fuck off

so..yes..friday was the best..nothin will ever beat that but on to other news ( Read more... )

yup.. derek is practiceing to be a drum master..*inside joke* yea.. toni=1, rach=1 and pam is movin up.. she's at 9.. lets see if it keeps going up.. either way.. i'm a happy camper.. not really.. cause i rater be with her than be a happy camper.. yea.. that makes sence in my head.. o yea.. shannon.. i wanna do this right.. im me when i get back on