hey you things aren't what they seem

Dec 27, 2004 22:35

love is one sided atleast that is how i see it anymore. i do not feel love back from anybody. i do not trust a single person anymore because nobody trusts me. i will still be the extremely honest kid i have always been. i really fucking hate lots of people anymore. i hate people thinking they can keep secrets from me. i really hate people and there ( Read more... )

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terriblexbeauty December 28 2004, 21:26:35 UTC
:( im so sorry you feel this way.
im always here if you need a friend.

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Some people have no love to give anonymous December 29 2004, 16:19:20 UTC
Sometimes it's hard to tell why someone treats you the way they do but an easy explanation exists. If a person has no heart they cannot give love. They do not understand that what they are doing hurts the people they know because they have no love to give nor are willing to recieve. Some people shut themselves off from the world because they have no capability to love and are so selfish they don't even realize it. They are emotional cripples.
You feel you can't trust anyone and that no one trusts you. Look around, perhaps you are misinterpretting what you see and feel. I'm sure there are friends there that love and trust you but you don't know it because you are looking to the wrong people.
Stand strong, never be afraid to love and turn to those you know are there for you. Perhaps it's Alex and Erica, perhaps it's your family, perhaps it's both. You never know until you are honest with yourself enough to realize that the person who is hurting you isn't going to stop if they don't care if they hurt you.

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lylemootz December 29 2004, 20:35:39 UTC
well i hope you soon realize that its you that never wants to call to hang out with me or call, not that im upset, ive just tried to be close but your arms push away, im not upset, but ill be waiting for this day to come, i care for you not for when you hurt, but all the time man, all the time, you make me happy and you listen and we share inside jokes that i dont want anyone else but us that own it <3
i miss you

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