amanda makes me really really happy

Feb 09, 2005 22:07

fuck

i don't know what to do anymore.


I just wanted to tell you I love you. I know, I do it all the time but I just can't help it!
I know you have been down lately and I really want to help.
I think you should be proud of how you look because you really have nothing to be ashamed of and anyone who tells you that you do should get lost.
I know we have hurt your feelings about the way you dress some times but it's really only because we are old and don't know how to handle the difference in how kids dress these days. Much as I like to think I am a hip mom I know I'm not.
I know it's hard for you to understand but we as parents make mistakes too and I made a mistake when I got angry at you for the way you dress. All you are doing is expressing yourself and I should have respected that.
Your dad and I really do try hard to do the right thing by you. I know we don't show you how much we love you very well but we try. I know you hate being around us and would rather be somewhere else but hopefully one day you will look back on the time you had with us and appreciate it.
I know you really want to get your teeth done right now but with dad not working we don't have insurance. Without insurance to get braces would cost a lot of money.

Anyway, I rambled on but I just want to tell you, you are the best. I've been very impressed with how responsible you have been, how dedicated you are to your music and how good you have been about your jobs. I know one day you are going to be a great success because you never give up on what you want. Your kind of strong willed like that. Keep up the good work.

Big huggs and kisses
Mom
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