FOOD=PAIN AND SUFFERING!!!

[wheres_romeo]

I hate food.
I hate the way it makes me feel.
I hate the way it makes me look.
I hate the way it makes me act.
I HATE THE FUCKING WAY THAT IT CONTROLS MY LIFE!!!

Yet I love the voice.
I love the disease.
I love it all

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[my_odd_socks]

I HATE FOOD TOO.
but thankfully i don't feel like it's controlling my life. ana is, for sure. but not food. i'm feeling so much fucking better after one day of fasting. gosh. i love my ed hahahaha. I LOVE IT.
But of course, i'm nowhere near enough badly anorexic to even think about starting recovery. i'm a pathetic excuse for an anorexic. but one day i will be thin. yay.
i love side effects.

I'm so messed up.

I love you :)

[wheres_romeo]

MMmmm....I suppose that it isn't REALLY food that is controling my life. The bulimia is I think. I dunno. I love bulimia. Don't know why...I JUST DO!! You're NOT a pathetic excuse for an anorexic. That would make a pathectic excuse or a bulimic....which I already think that I am!!! One day, I hope that I am really thin....hmmm...
Side effects SUCK, but they are a sign that this is working and having an effect. My body deserves this. I'm such a piece of shit and it deserves it all. I'm in such a shitty mood...urgh!!
Anyway, we can be messed up together. YAY!!! Messed up buddies :)
I love you heaps. You are one of the most amazing people that I have ever met!! You are the only one who understands and you are the only one who I share ALMOST everything with...ALMOST everything :) I'm so glad that we started talking. I love you HEAPS AND HEAPS AND HEAPS!!!! xoxo

P.S. We have to organise when we can catch up....sometime....

[my_odd_socks]

Is it me that loves my ed, or is it ana that loves itself? Hrmm. Or is it the ana making me love it? WHAAAT! :S
Ohh gosh I am a pathetic excuse. But you're not. Gosh. Look at you. You've acheived a lot. And what the hell have I got!? Lose a few kilos, gain a few back, ETC ETC. I'm such a loser.
Messed up is good.
Gosh I hate encouraging you like this. I'm sick. Ugh. I love you :)

[wheres_romeo]

You're not encouraging me...don't worry. Then again, maybe you are. But I need someone to because all I ever get is "don't do this, don't do that." It's goo to get encouragement!!
Start of your reply....TOO CONFUSING!! But it kinda makes sense in a way. Like, i'm basically all bulimia now, so does it love itself, or I love it...or what?!?! Hmmm...
You're NOT a pathetic excuse. What have I achieved? A fucked up body...HORRAY :) Well....and losing about 35kg...but not lately...I haven't achieved anything...I SUCK!! I'm a loser. I'm still fat...losing that much weight has made no FUCKING difference....man I am a loser.
You're not sick!!
I love you :) mwah xoxo