and that's just the melted, fly ridden, icing to top the rancid, decaying cake
God, help me, all i want to do right now is get drunk. Little things have been going wrong all day, and i guess the day was just trying to prepare me for the even worse night. For once, i want to be the girl who's more appealing. Every time i start to get interested in someone, some other girl has to like him too. and every single fucking time ... she gets him. The worst is that the last two girls who got the guys i was starting to be interested in are my friends, so i can't be mad at them, i can't hold it against them, but it makes me feel ... some indescribable emotion that i don't want to feel.
Done ranting
Done ranting