so its the famous "morning after" when all the excitement has come to an end and all of your friends have gone. I hate this part. Its so boring and lonely. I have sat here all day with nothing to do and no one to hang out with. Everyone is off doing family Christmas stuff and here I sit. I hate Christmas. Christmas is a crock. Its just an excuse to ( Read more... )

Yea ok, so lastnight was the last night of class and it was the best class out of the whole 8 fucking weeks!!!!! I almost can't even believe that crap happened!! I think thats the relayed good karma I was owed for the shit with Jake this week, the being neglected by Alex, and Walter walking in on an akward convo on the stairs... but whatever I dont ( Read more... )

I finally had an all over, very good weekend. Friday after work I napped, relaxed, then went to bed early.... Some extra sleep was greatly apreciated due to the late nights this past week... and then Saturday... oh god Saturday... nice relaxing day starting with school and hanging out with Sheila, which ended with the flowing of Captain Morgan's ( Read more... )

You Should Be With a Fire Sign!
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Turns out my grandfather has stomach cancer and it has already spread to his liver. he is going into surgery tomorrow to do something about his ulcer so he can actually pass food through his stomch instead of pumping out of a tube through his nose. Its so hard seeing him like this... this is a man who is NEVER sick and now I am visiting him in a ( Read more... )

so lifes pretty aweful lately. more drama and anger then I would like to see.

kind of hate it but whatev...

Its been a long and depressing weekend, saying an improper goodbye to a friend.
Ryan, you are in my prayers and thoughts. Let God be with you now...

I wish I could just have someone else make my decisions for me...
do i leave a good thing and risk losing it forever and satisfy that question and curiousty in my mind, or do i stay and always wonder...

why cant life just be easy once in a while

I had a great weekend ( Read more... )

I wish I had somewhere to escape to...