i have recently been diagnosed with rheumatoid arthritis.   it is painful. it is taking over my joints. it is a disease.  and it is not going away.

and i will probably not be able to have any more children. ever.

Wow.. my life rocks.

Yay: My son, Josiah Benjamin, was born to me on June 8, at 5:53 a.m. via c-section.  He was 8 pounds, 8 ounces, and 23 inches long. (Biig boy, although extremely skinny..he's just really long so the weight is spread out ( Read more... )

this is getting old real fast.

due date is in 9 days, and my baby probably wont actually be here for another 16 days or more. ah.

i wish he'd just hurry up already.  i think he's in denial that he can't stay in there forever.

ill miss him though. its kind of nice knowing he's safe and sound. :)

still fat. no baby news. bored to tears. got a new job though, that's cool. at a law firm. i love it. anyways.. yeah. just posting to say i have nothing to say. :)

I had my first baby shower last night, and it was amazing. I was blessed with the most incredible gifts which will allow me to take care of my baby in absolute luxery!   I have two more baby showers coming up, too, one is after the baby is born, so it will be so much fun having him at the shower!!  I can't wait, just 5 more weeks... I'm so tired of ( Read more... )

Hey, since everyone has been asking what kind of things I need for the baby, I went ahead and made a list of all the things I still don't have..which is a lot of stuff, lol. But anyway...here it is ( Read more... )

I have absolutely nothing to say. I've been so sick as of these past 5 days, as well as the last two months of on-off sickness, I'm overwhelmed with it all. I'm tired of medicine, sleeplessness, it's causing an anxiety I have never known. ah. Other than the ear aches, 48-hour fever, body aches, coughing up blood, constipation, bloody noses, etc ( Read more... )

I irrationally love Whitney Jay. :)

Haha. xo

Bad news: Back on bed rest.

Dear Lord Jesus, please don't take my baby.