This song will forever remind me of my grandparents. I miss them so much. Things have gotten so much more tougher than I thought I could handle. I still sometimes wish I can just cry into my grandmother's arms and things will piece itself back together but that's not how it works anymore. I had so much optimism
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hanging around catching up with long-time friends and an accidental meeting with an old schoolmate made me realise how shallow and sad the world is. it's gotten so, so shallow and nobody realises it. even myself. whatever happened to pure good company?
i truly hope this sudden realisation doesn't spur me into indifference again.
in the last 24 hours, i had the best night of my fucking life AND fuck up everything. i have become the exact person i hate and remind myself not to be. wow, confucius is right. "He who conquers himself is the mightiest warrior"
BRB NEED TO SNAP OUT OF SELF-HATE AND GET MY SHIT TOGETHER.