seriously this was the best weekend ever for so many reasons ( Read more... )

Honestly I wish I could meet a nice guy. I hate dating, it's been so long since I've been on an actually date. Got hit on by some 22 yr old tonight, somewhat flattering but I need an older man, lol. DRUNK RIGHT NOW....had so much fun ( Read more... )

im so freaking over emotional right now....crying as i listen to dmb thinking about the past and how easy everything was and how happy i was. Although I've come a very long way emotionally, I still have my moments. I guess we're all a little crazy...i think and over analyze everything way too much. ah i need to stop.

Major anxiety attack last night. The past 2 weeks have been very stressful, not knowing how long my suspension was going to be. Changed my schedule with my manager about 3x. When I told her I couldn't work Saturdays, she cut down my hours. I thought it over and I really do need the hours and I really do love my job. I'm still not focused on what I ( Read more... )

So I convinced my best friend to come to power hour boot camp with me tonight. I popped a xantrex 3 pill about a half hour before the class for the extra energy ( Read more... )

about to start looking for another job. when you're suspended, you're not allowed near the premises whatsoever but i called my manager and told her i needed to pick up my check. I parked down the block but then she said for me to just drive up to the driveway. anywho still beyond frustrated. Getting my period in 2 seconds ( Read more... )

I've come to the conclusion my job doesn't give a shit about me. I'm suspended from work as well as pay and the whole thing is beyond ridiculous. I've already missed 2 and a half days, I'm going out of my mind. I should have been back at work TODAY. I remember my boss telling me she'd back me up, which in fact she really hasn't done anything.

didnt go to the gym ( Read more... )

It sounds a bit harsh but it irks me when I go to the gym and people don't wipe down the equipment. I mean I was going to do these weights but a heavier set woman who was using the seat before me got up and the seat was actually wet with sweat. GROSS. It's bad enough I have to smell you, but even worse when you leave a wet mark on the seat ( Read more... )

2 nights ago I dreamt that an ex bf was trying to kill me ( Read more... )