what i have, i held in these hands (part one)

[whetstone]

what i have, i held in these hands - version two
g-dragon/top
rated r (sexual situations)
part one: 3,662 words
alternate reality. top fails his audition and gives up on yg.

notes: this is a loose remix of gdgdbaby's what i have, i held in these hands. thank you for letting me borrow the idea, lucy. ♥ apologies for any mistakes i made as far as the k-

Comments

[dalpaengi]

Your writing is so good. Damn.
I have a question though: Is Seung hyun bigger in this? Like he was a specific size back in the day - not too fat, but still chubs.
example o_o

[dalpaengi]

Oh wait. I think I get it. He thinks he's still fat.

[whetstone]

thank you!

haha umm, he's not as big as he was there, no. i don't have any photos handy but he's not big bang sized-either? somewhere in the middle? irl he'd slimmed down from that even before trying out for yg iirc (man i feel like a creep for knowing that), but he's not the ideal idol size, so his weight did factor in his rejection.

[dalpaengi]

No I knew that too XD You aren't a creeper. <3

Awww yeah I think he had some belly flap thing going on but he looked good <3 To me at least :)

You really do write well and I wish I could give a better review ^^;

[underhand_glory]

[whetstone]

you always have the best gifs lmfao

yes!! i was going through my wips the other day and was like fuck it i'm gonna finish this. there's like one more part that you already read and the rest is brand new stuff. thanks girl :3

[lovelyable]

i feel like i am about to embark on an adventure in a terrifying dark wood and i know whats coming for me and i only have a stick for defense

LOL BUT YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL ABOUT THIS ALREADY SO i am gonna read this anyways and conquer my fearz.

[whetstone]

why does this sound like hp, are you wearing the horcrux

YEA I KNOW, YOU DON'T HAVE TO READ!! or i can summarize it for you later~

[atenais_pala]

OMG, OMG, I was so excited when I saw you posted this fic in these communities.
What can I say? You already now how much I love this story and how much I'm waiting for the second part. (But now I guess you're making this more chaptered, no?).

I'm so, but so happy. Sorry for this poor comment, but I'm really happy right now.

I'm going to read this again. Just because this fic deserves.

[whetstone]

fdlskgjs i'm glad you're excited! when i was replying to your comments i saw how long ago they were left and i was wondering if it was still relevant as a wip, haha. and yeah! there should be one more part that you've read, or maybe half a part? the rest will all be new.

your comment is fine, i'm excited that you're excited. and thanks for cheerleading and all the nice comments on the first wip :D

[atenais_pala]

I still remember when I saw your romantic secret profile for the first time, I was so happy. And when I read this fic for the first time I thought the open ending was ok. But now I really want a properly end.

I'll cheerleading you anytime.

[whetstone]

we'll see! haha i don't want to give too much of the end away. >_> hopefully it stays the same as i've been planning in my head.

:)

[pregnantcigar]

I just wanted to drop by to remind you: good boys led astray growing up fic

will read this now

[pregnantcigar]

oh my God :(

[whetstone]

:( ♥

[whetstone]

sdlkg man i want this too though ;~;