I only ever write here when i have stuff i find it hard to talk about and today is unfortunately no exception. I'm unsure where I stand with someone which is ever a frustrating situation to be in. At times I just wonder if they want my company or if they put up with me because I'm around ( Read more... )

Most of these people won't read this but thanks to:
Helen, for being there.
Manpreet for chats.
Al for hugs and chatting.
Dave for being a random visitor distraction.
Ed for making me laugh.

I'm feeling much happier now!

I know...crazy eh? But its true, I hate the thought of this weekend to the point where I'm sat crying about it. Everyone I know has somewhere to go, or someone to be with, and I'm stuck here on my own with no plans and no one to spend time with... Right now I just want to go home.

Its come to my attention that I should stop writing journal entries late at night. Partly because I should be sleeping and partly because I think too much at night ( Read more... )

Al - I'm sorry for lying about the fire alarm. Even though it still amuses me that you thought you'd escaped

Well its been an up and down week and I;m kind of relieved that its the weekend to be honest. :-) anyway I'm having a really lazy morning and was going to update this while I waited for people to get up but I think I'm about to end up tutoring chemistry via MSN which could be interesting...

Yep.

I'll be back later.

Its been a weird as day. I went to give blood today and for one thing it really hurt... and I nearly fainted. But I'm also really tired and miserable and I've got things on my mind that...I don't know really what to do about. Its all so complicated and no one is coming along to make it all nice and easy for me ( Read more... )

1. Someone coming to visit and taking me by surprise ( Read more... )

1. smoked a cigarette - nope. looks nasty ( Read more... )

Well here I am writing a proper journal entry because Al asked me to despite the fact that he then promised to never read it. I'm not sure what it says about me that I'm sat now writing this ( Read more... )