"The reproach of loved ones comes kindly when it comes in silence. Even when this silence is filled with the consciousness of resentment there is always the hope that they understand, as if one could forever keep up with the pretense that the difference between the failures and the hard heroes of the dream is only a matter of time." - Armah ( Read more... )

The following is a conversation I had with my father earlier. I was asked out (again) by Dave, a nice boy who goes to FCCJ.

Me: Dad, I'm such a mean person. Why can't I be mean to him like everyone else? I just don't like him..and I want to tell him but I just can't.
Dad: Because you don't know him well enough to be mean to him.
Me: Well, why did ( Read more... )

What to do? Oh dear, life is speeding by at a dizzying speed. It seems like January has flown and it's already February 12th? Yeah, this month is hell month for those of you in IB, I'm sure you've already begun the 5 or 6 IA's due this month...or maybe you'll wait till the night before. Anywho, happy to report my dad should be home from the ( Read more... )

I got into University of Florida and if all goes well, I will be attending in the Fall and have an apartment with Christi (and possibly Vinny). I look forward to graduating more and more with each day. My excitment for this summer grows exponentially, however, not without some bitter sweet sentiments as well. I know this will be our last summer. ( Read more... )

I can't figure it out. I don't know where I want to go to school! or what in the world I want to do with my education. I only really enjoy the subject of History but I don't want to be a teacher...I hate children. And the thought of teaching in general. I was gung-ho about going to FSU (if I had to stay in-state) but after meeting some FSU current ( Read more... )

For once in my life, I don't know how I feel. It's weird. I've always been a person of black and white standards. You're either weak, or strong. You're either right, or wrong. You're either smart or stupid. Plain and simple. This is the first time I can remember ever really falling into that grey area. I find myself apathetic towards situations ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in months, yet, I don't really know what to say.

Happy Thanksgiving, everyone.

Life is...insane. IB is very hard this year. Whichever seniors said senior year was easier than junior year..obviously were the slackers and didn't do their work. But I'm not here to complain ( Read more... )

EE=done since last Monday. CHEA MAN! Sorry, that's an amazing consolation in my book ( Read more... )

It gets so old expecting more out of people as they get a tad bit older, yet recieving nothing more than a bunch of bullshit, much like that a toddler would give you. I suppose it comes down to the fact that he's still a teenager, and not that bright at that. *shrugs*

Done. Done. Done. Moving on. Like always.Today marks when I finally crack down ( Read more... )