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Have you ever thought about what it would be like to lose something important to you? Usually you dont really think about that kind of shit, because lets face it, who wants that crap on their mind? Well i sure as hell dont. But damn...i mean really think about it...how would you feel if someone you really gave a damn about was gone, or with ( Read more... )

First day down...only 179 left...I hate going to school. Its boring as a damn. It just puts me in a shitty mood. Then i get pissed off at other people, and then they get pissed off at me. Fuck it...

Im in Sonoma...Its not bad here. I worked my ass off today. It sucked...I haven't been away from tracy in 2 weeks, and now i know why. I like bein there a lot....especially with the access i have to certain peoples houses... ;-) you know who you are. Im pretty bored though now that im done working. I have to go out there later and mow this ( Read more... )

Why do people have to fuck things up for others?  I don't know what is supposed to be achieved by it.  I don't know how to fix things that i broke?  It seems like when i get something good going for me it's impossible for things to stay perfect for a long time?  I mean things with me and chantelle are great.  They couldn't be better.  And for the ( Read more... )

Im bored. Theres no other way to put it. Jared went home. Dans comin over later tonight, or tomorrow morning so we can work for my mom. No one is gonna stay here tonight though, cuz they will just be a distraction tomorrow i guess... Chantelle is at a party hangin out with all the homies, i hope i get to see her tonight :-\...Other than that, ( Read more... )

Well Now that im back in town, i don't really post in here much do i?  I have been doing so much shit lately, its been real good though.  Now i remember what summer is all about.  I get to see all my friends that i didn't before, i get to see chantelle alll the damned time...its so damned great.  I got to shindig a time or two also.  Its just ( Read more... )

Today i got to work with a drunk guy. He was annoying as fuck. Im guessing my parents didn't realize he was drunk, but usually he is a dick, and today he was trying* to be all nice, and he was hella sluring his words and shit. I was like...SHUT THE FUCK UP, pretty much all day. There was a shitload of work to be done too, and we had to get it ( Read more... )

Im not even gonna bitch about it on this one, I dunno what else there is to bitch about, i mean, my parents are asswhipes, and thats it. I know where i should be right now, and im not there. Soon enough i will be back. It will be great. Damn...i miss chantelle like a mad bitch. I miss hangin out with the homies. I miss my own fucking bed. I ( Read more... )

Damn...life down here is so shitty...I have nothing to do all the time, and then my parents are telling me its my fault im having such a shitty summer. Maybe they are right, it was my fault for coming here. I should of stayed in tracy with people who give a shit. It's a little late for a change in plans now though... =(. I fucking hate it here ( Read more... )