they are over here bitching at me b/c i fucked the pc up. everything is always my fault. i did not attend school today. i need to try better at things, i am so fuckin blahed right now. i want away from all this shit. damnit im angry. im going through a fuckin mood swing, she always wants me to rub her fuckin back, i need a fucin back rub. im aching ( Read more... )

LaBelle= i dunno, it ok made some friends. cool anywyas went to LP footba game, tried to call alissa tonight, at work. i need oney i gueesss. no i need a career. what to do? move to a city and be an editor or jurnalist if my artistic career cannot be pursued. this is cool. i am dumb, ok trying to think. should i be tired i am not tired, just want ( Read more... )

sup dudes? I care about my days, learned a lot through the years. Made many mistakes. I'm going to continue my school journey in LaBelle. I learned a new word today, yes I know I AM SLOW. Lake Placid people make me feel guilty, I did something horrible and some of them make me feel bad every moment for it, like I am shit. Then they laugh at my ( Read more... )

goody i get to leave LP.... ill be starting a new school. what will i wear you say, what will i be, whateva the fuck my mind tells me to be. yaaaaaaaaaaaaa. who has more powers? jeanie or samantha from bewitched? that 70's show kicks ars. well im dating sham, my dad's best friend's son. he's soo cool, holy craaaaayap. he lives in pine island, my ( Read more... )

bitches, wasssup im back muth fuckus. i am not leaving either. so take ya asss on. byeeeeezz. yeeya. i thought i cared about mike, but i was riiigght. owell, its cool between all this and that. got a new thing goin. sham is the name, smooth is the game. i got it , watch this bitches. nah he's all cool. i am not a hoe to u shit talkas. fuckya, i ( Read more... )

she's is fixing to be home in an hour, i have to clean or she will bitch. arggg. she annoys the hell out of me sometimes with her comments and hard-head, she is so stereotypical. owell. im going to continue cleaning......... be back later to update more on crap ( Read more... )

needless to say, i did not take heed to michael's decieving ways, he is a fucking pathetic loser ass bitch. he wanted to hang one day, after we broke up but never called like he said he would. he broke up with me 3 days after i visited him at his house and he said he loved me and then didnt call for 3 days. i called his mom to make sure michael was ( Read more... )

THIS IS AN ENTRY FORM MARCH, WAYYY BEFORE I SHOULD HAVE TOOK HEED TO THIS HORRIBLE PERSON THAT SHATTERED MY BATTERED HEART, DAMN ALL OF THIS MAKES SO MUCH SENSE; FUCKIN ASSHOLE.....NEVER AGAIN SHALL I LET MYSELF BE HURT ( Read more... )

My world fell Wednesday night. Michael left my life for good. I thought I was going to break. My heart shattered. It is slowly piece-by-piece making it's way back. I'm alone. I'm ok though. I don't know. Last Friday night was Battle of the Bands, it was greatness. I spotted a hot dude in one of the bands, I can only post on his website, he lives in ( Read more... )

would i really go to hell for shooting myself in the mouth to escape the pain of reality. i hate being here, im not happy. i only pretend to be ok, i dont provoke my problems by blabbing them. i need help. my world just fell. it was slightly hanging above destruction, now it has fallen. drugs, job, money, mom bitching, dad, no more michael ;( , ( Read more... )