If only I was taller
If I had a million dollars
maybe then you'd be with me
...
But for now I'll have to dream
about your smile 'cause you're not
here and all I want to say is
that I really miss you

Go away. I'm sad.

It's a sad, sad day when a Saved by the Bell Valentine's day special can bring you to tears. Something must be done about this.

Have you ever felt like your heart wanted to burst right out of your chest? Have you ever felt like your lungs were going to explode, yet you still don't have enough air? Have you ever felt like you can't tell whether the world is whizzing by at 100mph and you are standing still, or you are whizzing by and the world isn't moving? Have you ever felt ( Read more... )

So much pain. So much sadness. *Tear*

Tom and I just watched A Walk to Remember, one of those piece of shit teenage romance movies. The kind of crap designed to make 15 year old girls cry through the whole thing. I hate these movies. I hate that I don't hate them. I hate that I love them. I hate the way they make me feel. I hate the way they make me cry. I hate that shit this bad can ( Read more... )

I am going absolutely fucking insane! It has only been a week of summer and I am already breaking apart at the seams. I'm so fucked up my god damned shrink won't even return my phone calls.

This summer is going to be the death of me, one way or another.

And while Tom was watching movies, I spent the whole time doodling on a MagnaDoodle. It took him most of the night to notice what I had been writing over, and over, and over, and over again on it. The MagnaDoodle feels my pain. *Tear*

Well I'm home, and I'm sure you can guess how happy I am about that. I couldn't even say goodbye very well to anyone because I was still so plastered when I left. Then the six hour drive turned into a 7 and a half hour drive when it took an hour to get one mile on I-81. I finally got here and had the pleasure of carrying all my shit yet again. I ( Read more... )

Fuck you Tom, I post whenever the fuck I want to post ( Read more... )