I just took the hottest shower ever. My body is ridiculously red from it. It was like fog in the bathroom and I had the same thought I always get when I see steam from a shower.. When I was younger I read a magazine like Seventeen or Cosmogirl or something. Ya know the ones that make you feel old when actually you are still so young, they give you ( Read more... )

The world is full of wonders and you're going to be alright.
I just realized that all of my posts on this page were about Andy, they are depressing and I was depressed.
Although my depression comes and goes whether it has to do with Andy or not, I am ready for the sun to shine on my face.

Love, yourself. (All of you.)

more like Deadjournal. No one uses this anymore, I mean obviously I am right now. But not like before.. it's dead around here. I'm becoming way to nostalgic for my own good.

I am beginning to hate you.

I am. Most definitely in trouble because I just got a laptop and I can't seem to keep my eyes and fingers off of it. The trouble doubled when I realized my neighbor has wifi and I can suck the juice out of their home all day and night, while laying in bed and fulfilling my urges. Okay.. the end wasn't supposed to be weird like that because that's ( Read more... )

Dear Bitch,
You will always be a whore.
Never lovingly,
Elyse.

"Yeah and then they'll go to the same college together".
What the fuck.

I got a flask inside my pocket, we can share it on the train and if you promise to stay conscious I will try and do the same. We might die from medication, but we sure killed all the pain. But what was normal in the evening by the morning seems insane. & I'm not sure what the trouble was that started all of this, the reasons all have run away, but ( Read more... )

I think I've reached the point beyond anger, whatever that is. But all I know is I've reached it. I did however, slam my finger in the cash register today at work and it hurt so bad. But that is not why I'm pissed. I'm angry for other reasons. More pressing reasons that I can not fix right now or may never be able to. I wish you didn't have such a ( Read more... )

I really need to either stop making such depressing entries, or just stop making entries all together. I'm really a happy girl sometimes, honest. Currently, I am a worried girl because I want to go to Bonnaroo, and I'm trying to save money, and I'm getting pretty close. But when you need a car, and want to buy a rabbit, and the friends you are ( Read more... )