(no subject)
There's not much I can say about my absences
for that I'm very sorry. I'm not ignoring you; I could never do that to you.
You're someone that's incredibly special to me, though I know you're probably scoffing at this.
I'm sorry that I haven't been around to see you.
It really kills me to not see you more often.
But I'm trying my best! Really I am.
I haven't been much in a mood for social interactions but maybe I can break out of it.
If you're willing to see me, that is.
I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
I don't know how many times I can apologize.
My lapses of silence do nothing to calm your nerves and misgivings about me.
But truly, I care about you very much.
Please forgive me?