Comments | whirlin_dervish: I'm sure it's a phase

whirlin_dervish

I'm sure it's a phase

Dec 17, 2007 23:00

But I'm really sick of everything. Everything. And maybe it's not a phase, because I feel like I've felt that way for a really long time. I'm sick of missing people. I'm sick of feeling empty inside. I'm sick of feeling guilty and insufficient and jealous and angry and everything else ( Read more... )

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gnine December 18 2007, 09:41:02 UTC

Oh, honey! *big huggles* Wish I knew what to say :( I've been meaning to write to you and Gimpy for ages, and haven't and now I feel extra bad cause I know what the missing feels like and just :( wish I could be there for you. Good luck with the grad school apps, I'll (hopefully) be doing the same next year around this time. Hope it works out...and hey, if you need to get a way for a bit, try something new, Japan is always open to yah ^_- It'd be different, if nothing else. Hang in there, and hopefully maybe we can talk around Xmas? I'll be in the states at least, close to the same time zone...*BIG BIG HUGGLES*

whirlin_dervish December 19 2007, 03:00:52 UTC

If I also feel bad for not writing, do the two cancel each other out? :P *hugs back* Gimpy and I will have to try calling you when we're back in Mass...should we just use Matt's cell phone #? Yeah, I'd love to come and visit...figuring out that whole "money" thing is always the trick, eh? Miss you, say hi to your sister for me. *huggles*

pixienchantress December 18 2007, 21:04:21 UTC

Erica! I'm sorry you're feeling so down :( I'm also sorry we haven't talked in approximately 10 gabillion years. We should remedy this. You should also come visit NYC because I know Steph misses you as well. I think my number has changed since last we talked, but if yours is the same I will be sure to give you a call soon. *hugs!*

whirlin_dervish December 19 2007, 03:15:24 UTC

*hugs* thank you. I am also sorry we haven't talked in forever. My number is the same. We're going to be in Mass from Dec 24-Jan 3, so I'm hoping that we'll get down to NYC for a couple days. You guys are probably going home for a while around Xmas, but if we're on the same coast at the same time we should hang out. Say hi to Steph for me.

pixienchantress December 19 2007, 22:37:00 UTC

I'm in MI now, but I'll be back in NYC the 28th. I think Steph will be as well, so if you're in the area that weekend you should definitely come visit. I also have a very comfy pull out bed that you are welcome to.

Hang in there cleort20 December 19 2007, 02:13:21 UTC

Hugs

Re: Hang in there whirlin_dervish December 19 2007, 02:53:49 UTC

*hugs back*